| Speaking of balance... I don't think we were ever able to balance our emotions for one another..
And it is important to have that balance in order for it to work...whether it be timing...or another force of nature.
In generalization:
As for true love...everyone has there spiel on the definition of true love..True love is something that I believe most people will never find. because they either make wrong choices or simply never find them. But I do believe that there is that one special person in this world for everyone.
In life I believe there are 3 stages.. of love. Theres love...being IN love...and True love. I thought i was IN love with my previous girlfriend. This was a girl that I thought i was going to marry. but i guess..we were just two different people..and I knew it was best we went out separate ways. Love is blind sometimes and its hard because love is also a risk. Without risks you may never love. And as the old saying goes...
Alfred Tennyson:
I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.
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| I've come to the realization that all these posts don't do any justice.
You've hurt me enough..is there anything else you'd want to do or say to me?
you're right.. I didn't get what I wanted and im frustrated but do you ever ask yourself why I'm acting like this? ..I'll tell you why..What I wanted wasn't something just for myself..I wanted something for us. I really wanted to show you what your worth to me and to the world. Can you blame me for wanting to give you what u deserve and to treat you with some kind of respect? You're a great girl and any guy would love to be with you. You're smart, cute, genuine, caring, and loving and those were the reasons why I fell for you in the first place...So before you go asking yourself why he's being so immature put yourself in my shoes. If i didnt care so much..I wouldn't be in this position.
Bottom line....I just want you to be happy whether its with me or with anyone else. Lifes too short and theres no need for all this. It seems like only you and me will ever truly understand how we feel about each other. You're one of a kind and you will always be someone special to me. I wish things were different, but only you can determine your own destiny.
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